snow in late march? really?

this is because i can spell confusion with a 'k'
and i can like it
it's to dying in another's arms
and why i had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
i'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice (in Vegas)
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelos David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt (a couple of them!)
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone's life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
100. Read an entire book in one day

a few that have been added....

101. Gotten married
102. Gotten divorced
103. Been arrested
104. Marched in a demonstration
105. Flown in a hot air balloon
106. Swam in one of the Great Lakes
107. Walked across the Golden Gate Bridge
108. Swam with dolphins
109. Caught fireflies
110. Panned for gold
111. Climbed a tree
112. Graduated from college
113. Crossed the Rocky Mountains in a car
114. Visited a Native American reservation
115. Gone hang-gliding
116. Won money gambling
117. Climbed a Mayan pyramid
118. Seen a UFO
119. Visited a tropical rainforest
120. visited the Colosseum in Rome
121. got a speeding ticket
122. seen Stonehenge
123. been to a rock concert

apparently, i haven't done much!

PS TWILIGHT:

to be my cherie
tell me you'll know what i mean
you've set on me but you are not the sun
you are not the sun

Oh what a beautiful view
if you were never aware of what was around you.

we sure are cute for two ugly people

juno = AMAZING

i need you like water in my lungs

Hey, it's your ride, get your petals out and lay them in the aisle.
Pretend your garden grows, it's your day to wed.
We found your man, he's drinking up, he's all-american.
And he'll drive.
He’s volunteered with grace to end your life.
Tidy up.
It's sad to hope.
Leave your shell to us.
You explode.
You firefly, you tiny boat with oars,
Feather oars.
The world tilts back and pours and pours.
And so,
You satellite.
You tidal wave.
You're a big surprise.
And I, one more night to be your mother.

The signal interrupts.
Made this frequency not strong enough.
Remain,
My hands and smile.
We will miss you,
But in time you’ll get settled.
We will write.

My Beauty Supreme,
Yeah you were right about me.
Can I get myself back from underneath this guilt that will crush me?
And in the choir I saw our sad messiah;
He was bored and tired of my laments.
Said, "I'd die for you one time but never again."
Never again. Never again.
Never again. Never again.
Never again. Never again.
Never again....

Let's get together and talk about the modern age.
All of our friends were gathered there with their pets
just talking shit about how we're all so upset about the disappearing ground.
As we watch it melt....

It's all of the good that won't come out of us
and how eventually our hands will just turn to dust,
if we keep shaking them.
Standing here on this frozen lake.

I do this thing where I think I'm real sick
but I won't go to the doctor to find out about it
Cause they make you stay real still in a real small space
As they chart up your insides and put them on display.
They'd see all of it, all of me, all of it.

All the good that won't come out of me
and all the stupid lies I hide behind.
It's such a big mistake
lying here in your warm embrace.

Oh, you're almost home.
I've been waiting for you to come in.
Dancing around in your old suits going crazy in your room again.
I think I'll go out and embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in
the street.
You say I choose sadness
that it never once has chosen me.
Maybe you're right...

Let's talk about all of our friends who lost the war
And all of the novels that had yet to be written about them.

It's all the good that won't come out of them
and all the stupid lies they hide behind.
It's such a big mistake
Standing here on this frozen lake.

It's all of the good that won't come out of me
And how eventually my mouth will just turn to dust
If I don't tell you quick.
Standing here on this frozen lake.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue,
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)


I just miss him so much right now, I can't take it.

The concert was incredible.



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Lipstick has a way of leaving more than just a mark on my sheets,
coloring my senses cherry red;
at least for this week.
Kisses under starry night skies,
talked about in song, we play along,
so bitter sweet by our design.
I'm sick and tired of writing songs about you.
This is it, this is the end.

Take off your makeup and put down the camera,
choke on the drama that makes me want to,
tear up the pictures, the pages you've saved,
creating a life of trends and make believe.

I've got no place in my heart for a criminal like you to dwell in
this endeavor, make this last forever.
I'm just delirious.
You can't be serious.
You're so infamous for leaving me a mess.

Take off your makeup, put down the camera,
choke on the drama that makes me want to,
tear up the pictures and pages you've saved,
creating a life of trends and make believe.

She gets what she wants and she breaks what she gets,
get out while you can or she'll tear you to pieces. Repeat x4
("Are you having a good time sweetheart?")

Take off your makeup, put down the camera,
choke on the drama that makes me want to,
tear up the pictures and pages you've saved,
creating a life of trends and make believe.

Carry on home, I'll be waiting miles and miles away,
leaving you to be forever seventeen,
cleaning up the messes that you've made.


I'm seeing Fall Out Boy, Cobra Starship, The Academy Is..., Paul Wall, and +44 tonight! Way excited.